Tuesday, February 3, 2009

I am at a total stand still

I am at a total stand still.

Maybe it’s because my wisdom tooth is coming out and it hurts like hell but I can’t seem to think of absolutely anything lately. It’s like my imagination has decreased so much…………….sad.

I love to read and lately I haven’t been able to do that for hours like I used to…………however I have no problem keeping my focus on one hour episodes of American Idol. But then again that may be because I don’t have to do any thinking when watching TV. Then I get really bummed when I read blogs, like my friend Dana has a blog that is always so beautifully written that it’s a shame to even attempt to write after reading hers………LOL
But also I can’t help to think about life and the whole meaning of it (as if no one ever thinks of that). It’s weird but I remember someone telling me (it might have been Dana) that how do you know you’re alive when you’re asleep? You don’t really………..and that is such a trippy thought. Now every time I wake up it’s so weird, all I think is “oh damn, I’m still alive” Isn’t that horrible?????????????
But maybe I’m just thinking too much!!!!!! Maybe?????? LMAO!!!!!!!!!

I might just be keeping this one short cause I have absolutely nothing interesting to say……………………………………see. Actually so far that is the most interesting thing I’ve said today…………LOL