Cause this just made me laugh.....the most genuine laugh I've had in weeks!!!!

Conversation between my friend & I!!!!!!

Duncan

OMG! A freakin spider just dropped down in front of me

landed on the keyboard

8:46pm

Jamie

Ewwwwwww

8:46pm

Duncan

that scared the shit outta me!!!!

8:47pm

Jamie

Daddy long legs?

8:47pm

Duncan

no

8:47pm

Jamie

Those creep me out

8:47pm

Duncan

a hairy brown one

8:47pm

Jamie

Ewwwwwwwww

Eeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwww

8:47pm

Duncan

YES!

8:47pm

Jamie

Eeeeeeeeeeeeek

8:47pm

Duncan

YUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

8:47pm

Jamie

I just got shivers

You almost died!!!!!!!! Dios Mio!!!!!!!

Be careful!!!!!!!!!!

8:47pm

Duncan

LMAO!!!

i killed that little fucker

i'm ok

8:48pm

Jamie

LMAO!!!!!!!!!!

Sounding like Chuck Norris & shit

8:48pm

Duncan

ha ha

8:49pm

Jamie

"I judo chopped that little son of a bitch"

cue dramatic music!!!!!!

8:49pm

Duncan

LMAO!!!!!!!

you're crazy

Because this is how I feel right now.............

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"


I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

Where I'm at right now...............

I want this ......................

But you want that....................




















I have to offer this.............................

But you'd rather have that.............................
I would love this............................



















But you would love that................................

What happened to anonymity????

Whatever happened to good ole privacy? I am naturally a loud person. Out-going some might say and quite misleading to how I actually am!!! What I mean is that I am a super private person. I do not like to share my personal feeling, emotions, or even thoughts in some instances. I don’t know what it is and I’m tired of trying to figure it out. I love to be alone! I love solitude! Now don’t get me wrong…………I don’t hate people or anything of the sort. I love people, they fascinate me. People watching is one of my favorite hobbies but when I feel like shutting away from the world I wish I could do it without people constantly wondering or asking if something is wrong. For example: I used to have a Twitter. Oh how I miss my Twitter. And I just deleted it four hours ago. Funny right!?!?!?!? Well I would have already updated it a bunch of times at this point. It’s like a mini release to no one…………or so I thought. So anyways………….come to find out that a bunch of people were following me that I actually knew!!!!!!! Some I was ok with……….some I wasn’t. I was under this false illusion that I was giving mini statements on my thoughts and state of mind and it was somehow private, yet public. I don’t know if I could properly convey how I thought/felt about it. Anyways so I would send off these updates to the World Wide Web and that was the end………..or so I thought. Then all of a sudden I start receiving these texts in relation to my Twitter’s. Now I know I’m putting it out there for everyone to read but my thought is if I don’t send it to you directly then why are you asking. Ugh, I’m all scattered in this blog. What I mean is why am I having to explain my thoughts or feelings? There is a reason why I love being alone. I accept myself. I can be myself around myself. I am the only person I can’t hide from. Ugh………I’m having mental issues apparently.