One day...................I'll be dead

And it won't matter that I didn't make my bed today..............it won't matter that I only got 4 hours of sleep last night instead of 8. It won't matter that I was late on my credit card bill or that I didn't make that stop sign. It won't matter that I'm watching Across the Universe or that I prefer Fiona Apple's version of the song instead of the Beatles version. It won't matter that I made an ass out of myself today or the fact that I damn near begged for forgiveness. It won't matter that I care for you or that you hurt me. It won't matter if I'm lying or whether you believe me. It won't matter that I was inspired to write a poem by you and that you killed that inspiration. It won't matter that I will cry as I lay to sleep or that I will pray to a God I don't believe in. It won't matter that I am on the phone right now or the fact that you fell asleep on the phone. It won't matter!!!!!!!!! But tonight it does :o(