Matters of the heart.............

Wikipedia's definition of what a heart is:

The heart is a muscular organ in all vertebrates responsible for pumping blood through the blood vessels by repeated, rhythmic contractions, or a similar structure in annelids, mollusks, and arthropods.

Ok.......so it's a muscular organ it is a necessity to sustain life. I mean, you can live without a leg, an arm, without teeth......etc etc. But you most certainly can't live without a heart. I guess that's why people relate love with the heart...........at least that's my guess. But what is love anyways? It's nothing tangible.

Well after five years of being single I feel that I am ready to step back in to the dating world. But along with that there is always a risk of getting hurt. Am I ready for that? Not to sure. Sure I feel ready to explore what is out there and get to know someone and I know that in that there is always the "pain" that would come along when something isn't working out. But then again saying that I am ready to start dating should therefore mean that I am ready to go along with anything that comes along with it.....................right??? Including the pain??? I guess I'm going through a crossroads.

I want..............

I want to be loved
I want to be missed
I want to be adored
I want to be kissed
I want to be the reason someone smiles unexpectedly
I want to be someone's desire
I want to be someone's reason for racing home
I want someone that makes me want to smile
I want someone to call to pick me up when I need a ride
I want someone to call during lunch breaks
I want someone to have dinner with
I want someone that see a flower and think of me
I want someone that wants me
I want someone that will accept me "as is"
I want someone to make me get out of bed in the morning
I want someone to argue with
I want someone to tell me I'm beautiful.............even when I'm not
I want someone to listen to my favorite songs with me
I want someone to cuddle with me
I want someone to sit with next to the movies
I want someone to sweep me off their feet
I want someone to take my glasses off when I fall asleep with them on
I want someone to cook for
I want someone to shop for
I want to celebrate an anniversary
I want to celebrate a Valentines Day
I want to get proposed to
I want someone to not be ashamed of me
I want someone to cook for me
I want someone to appreciate me
I want someone to sigh when the look at me
I want someone to read to
I want someone to live with
I want to buy a house with someone
I want someone to tell me to go to bed
I want someone to call me
I want someone to pick me up
I want someone to grow old with

Is that too much???????????????????????