I was really horrible to my boyfriend/ex-boyfriend. I wouldn’t call him for weeks at a time and then just call him out of the blue when I would want to see him. Well, I came to the realization that I really did care for him and love him and I wanted to tell him that.
So on the way to a family trip to Reno I asked my parents to stop by so I could see him and talk to him. I got off to his house but didn’t go inside cause I didn’t just want to barge in. I called him to let him know I was there and I wanted to talk to him and he answers the phone by saying “what do you want”. Needless to say I was a bit sad but I proceeded to tell him that I wanted to talk to him about us, he said “what us?” My eyes started to cry and I told him that I knew I was horrible to him but I realized that I really do love him and I wanted to really prove it to him. Where he proceeded to tell me “It’s to late, I’m already seeing someone else”, I started to cry, really cry, hung up the phone and started walking back to the car.
At this point my family had gotten out of the car and I started yelling at them to get in the car because I wanted to leave. As I said that I heard him yell “WAAAAAAIIIIT” and I started running…………….running because I didn’t want him to see me cry and I just didn’t think I could face him. So I ran. Ran in to my car and quickly closed the windows and locked the car. He ran up to the passenger side door and he had tears in his eyes. He asked me to unlock the door because he wanted to talk to me and I wouldn’t. I couldn’t bear to look at him with all these tears in my eyes. It hurt so badly. He was pleading with me to open the window for me to just listen to him. That’s when I pointed to the sun roof, it was open, and I could hear him from there. He said “I love you, I’m sorry, just please don’t disappear and treat me like shit, that’s all I ask of you”. I cried more because I knew he was right. I did treat him like shit. I got out of the car, he came close but not to close (good move) and he let me be sorry.
My dad proceeded to ask him if he wanted to go to Reno with us……….he said yes :o)
As we were packing his stuff we were walking out of the front door to go to the car he reached over and grabbed my hand, with interlocking fingers……….this made me so happy!!!!!!!!!!!! Then I woke up………………………………
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