I’m squinting but I can see……………………………

I feel like I’ve had my eyes closed for a long time. I couldn’t and didn’t want to see anything. Then after six long years of having my eyes closed I finally opened them! Opened them wide cause I wanted to take in everything that I’ve been missing out on, only to realize that I opened them too fast and was blinded by all that was to be seen! So I immediately closed my eyes for fear of what I saw! For all that I hadn’t been seeing for such a long time! It was overwhelming and it hurt. My eyes hurt so much that I didn’t want to open them again! And I told myself “Stupid! There is a reason why you’ve kept your eyes closed”.
But then I thought of the glimpses that I caught from when I opened my eyes. And I realized………………….I’ve been missing out……………….allot!
So I decided that I didn’t want to have my eyes closed anymore………..so I opened them slightly………………I’m squinting……………..but I can see now. Before you know it my eyes will open again like before! I can’t wait!